I wish…

I wish the world will just stop, and everything will go back to the way it was… i’m tired of the crap.. just tired of it…. nothing can ever change what people have said to me…nothing can change what has already happened, all they can do is apologize for what they said… but I know those people, THEY WILL NEVER APOLOGIZE



Day’s gone by so fast… i can’t believe it… I’ve had the best day ever… got to hang out with my friends, see people I haven’t seen in forever, and just be myself… no strings attached.. i love it!!!

And thoughts and prayers go out to my friend


Recently I’ve had some thoughts, doubts, and even some back steps into my life.  I’ve tried everything to get rid of my sadness, but nothing seems to work.  I’ve tried putting my thoughts aside and focusing on the now, but that didn’t work either.  I’ve tried to step forward, but I haven’t been able to.

Any suggestions on how to move forward, get rid of my thoughts and focus on the now, and take away my sadness? Is anything really going to work?

A Walk to Remember

My friend recently wrote a post with the title “A Walk to Remember”.  It’s my all-time favorite movie….

A walk to remember always gets my mind thinking in overdrive.  It makes me wonder why I never appreciated everything I’m given in life.  It also makes me appreciate that I am still here on earth, I don’t have the illnesses that some people have.

I have to thank every person on hospital staff, every first responder, for being here, for everyone on the earth.  You guys just make rescuing a living a longer life a whole new meaning.  I can’t thank you all enough for everything that you do.

I’m giving a shout-out to all those who are in the hospital, struggling with any form of illness, surgery, or replacement or transplant.  You guys are true fighters.  I know a true fighter, and I live with one.  It’s amazing how much of a difference and impact someone can have on another person.


A walk to remember shows that in such a good way.  Bad boy turned good, ignorance turned into love.  It’s amazing!

First day of school

It’s the first day of school… and I’m totally happy… i’ve got something to do, i’m keeping myself busy, my mind off of things i don’t need to think about right now… hanging out with some of my best friends in every class…. school life rocks… at the moment anyway….
Keeping my mind off of things I don’t need to think about right now.. what could I possibly want to not think about??? mainly, college… it’s crazy.. my friend is at college, first day…. wonder what he’s up to right now??? if he’s having fun?

School’s almost here

I can’t believe school’s almost here… just right around the corner.  I can’t believe the summer went by so fast.  I drove by the school the other day and thought, “Well, come Monday, school will be back in my life.”  I also thought, “only a year or two until I’m graduating.  What am I going to do without my friends, who have helped me through thick and thin all my life?”  I think back to my school years in Elementary school and middle school and it seems like just yesterday I was having nap time in Kindergarten.  My life is going by so fast.  Come Monday, it’s going to be almost unrealistic, but that’s just how life goes.